Akuma Minako

Alright, This was my morning today: Went to sleep 12:00 very happy becuase I don't usualy get to sleep that early so anyway just got to sleep >RING< Foss calls...look at my clock it's 1:30 in the morning and I realized that before I had said goonight to him at 12:00 I told him to call me back when he gets home from babysitting...Anyway I'm too tired...Ends up we fall asleep on the phone...He's in Radium mind you and so it's long distance. we end up hanging up on eachother at some point in the night....So anyway getting a goodnights sleep >RING< AGAIN! Okay well I know obviously it's foss so I pick up the phone...Seriously I don't remember all of the conversation but anyway that was at 7:00 in the morning...Okay so fell back asleep and was really gettin into a dream...But you don't need to know that.. Anyway like I said I was really getting into my dream when all of a sudden >The is Power 107 CKIK FM!< My alarm goes off...I've got it set on music so don't ask....So anyway look at the clock it says 10:00AM I turn the darn thing off and go back to sleep...I end up waking up at around 11:45 and turn on the music it's my favorite song "Can't fight the Moonlight" from the movie Coyote Ugly and I get out of bed and dance around while I make my bed...Stub my toe...Keep dancing...Fall over...Get up keep dancing finally the bed's made and I'm dressed..then I come on the forums and remember that Blades is going to Florida and isn't coming to see me In Calgary...So what if it's far north...I think he should visit! Bah! I also noticed he didn't make a last post...Grrr...Before he left....Or is he not leaving till the 8th....I can't remember...It's early in the morning... And that's the end of my rant! Wuuhuu!

LOL! Okay..Anyway back to the story...OMG that was so funny!

**lol** That was great! I played it twice! Eeeeee!

I'm sure you hard core fans must have known this...Anyway the really old Star Trek appears to have a set of lyrics to go with it! Wuu! Beyond the rim of the starlight, My love is wand'ring in starflight. I know he'll find, in star clustered reaches, Love, Strange love a star woman teaches. I know his journey ends never; His star trek will go on forever. But tell him while he wanders his starry sea, Remember, Remember me. The words were written by Gene Roddenberry the creator and the music was by Alexander Courage. Pretty neat huh?

Well looks like the kitten gets to reveal some stuff about herself....Uhhgh thanks babe..Grr. Anyway here's goes! [rp] Akuma's head shot up at the sound of the chime and swore perfusly throwing on a robe and running to the door..slipping twice then pressing the button to slide it open. Oh no oh no oh no! "Ah, im sorry. I didnt realise you were in the shower." Akuma frowned her eyes narrowing just a bit and said in the nicest manner she could..."I was just getting out anyway. Is there somthing I can do for you, sir?" Somthing's up...Damn it. "Akuma," he started, wrestling control of his hormones, "we need to talk." Akuma couldn't speak...She stepped back and gestured him in...Oh boy here we go...Okay...Distract yourself. You don't really want him in here so make him feel not wanted. "Thank you." he said, brushing past her and into her room. Akuma stepped after him once he was almost in the centre of the room. The door closed behind her, and she stepped over to a dressing table adjoining the staterooms ensuite bathroom. She sat down and picked up a brush watching him from the reflection in the mirror...You bastard. She ran the brush through her hair. He looks so...Old...Oh wait don't say that it's impolite... "You look tired." she said. Savage squinted and brought up a hand to massage his tired eyes. "I am. Im so very damned tired." Akuma pondered his choice of words. A simple statement of fact, or somthing more relevant burried in those words? Was he simply talking about his current physical condition, or perhaps their relationship, such as it was? Regardless of how it was meant, a cold shiver descended down her spine the moment he finished uttering those words. I bet you are...Oh man. "What do you want, Karl?" Savage pulled his hand away from his face and looked directly at her reflection in the mirror. "Things have been, well, confused of late. The outbreak of the war with the Gammulans, Akiras abduction, Rattler and this damned mission, your involvement, Neena, me ..." Savage paused for a moment This is it...He's going to ask somthing important.. "Akuma," he started, quickly seating himself on the edge of her bed. "whats going on with us? I mean, is there an us at all? I know, Im involved with Neena, but for a long time now, even before that night back at HQ I've been feeling ... well, feeling things." And those are?? Damn you Blades! Just tell me! You're acting like a frightened school boy...But you are frightened arn't you? So very scared of how this is going to turn out. Akuma sat there, brushing her hair, her eyes never off his in the mirrors reflection. "Listen, Im sorry about what happened in the cargo bay. I've known that you've had feelings for me for a while now, but I never really knew if it was real or jsut, well, a crush or somthing. I dunno, maybe just some sexual attraction and nothing deeper." Yeah that's it...A sexual attraction. Kiss my @$$ Karl. I knew I loved you since I layed eyes on you! Savage threw his hands in the air. "I just dont know. I dont understand women. I mean, I understand women, dont get me wrong. I've had more than my fair share of understandings in the last few years. There was this one time, ah, about two years ago - this ensign from the GCV Valient and this tech from deck three maintenance-" Oh great...That's just what I wanted to hear...Bastard! I should tear you to shreads! "Sorry." he said as if reading her mind... "I have a habbit of babbling incoherant garbage when Im off balance. And believe me, Im off balance now." Akuma fumed in her little corner this time violently ripping the brush through her hair in the most controled manner she could manage at that moment. "Just tell me Akuma, whats really going on with you. I need to know what it is we're doing." Akuma stood placing the brush down with as much control as she could manage. "What I want to know Karl...Is what's going on with you?" She strode over to him and regarded him for a few moments her arms crossed and her eyes again narrow with rage. "You never told me." She shook her head. "If I had known that you were taken I would have never even given you a second glance and now...Now when I look at you it hurts." She turned away and went fishing through her drawers for a clean uniform. "You're the first...The first man I've ever kissed Karl..." She closed her eyes. "For many years I've pretended to be a lesbian so that men would leave me alone and I could accelerate with my work." She pulled out the uniform and slipped into the bathroom to change, her voice rising so that he could still hear her. "It worked..For a time..then I was transfered here and you came into my life!" She lowered her eyes. "I thought that I would be safe in this fleet because you were there...I knew I could trust you right away and that's quite a feat if you ask me." She came out dabbing her hair with a towel. "Uncle Rattler is the only family I have left...You know that...And you're the first person that I've ever allowed myself to fall in love with, open up to, and now I don't know if I could ever do anything like that again." She glared at him. "So what's wrong with you Blades? What have you been feeling since that night at Orion hmm?" With that she sat down beside him fixing him with an intent glare. "And you'd better make it good." [/rp] Hee hee! You just had to put me into a bathrobe didn't you mister Blades? And I'll stay in my room till ya call me.

My darling is currently in a bit of a bind and working his way out. He'll be on...Don't worry.

Awww..Bladsies...You know I wuv you! But heh...I think she has a right to be mad atcha. And you handled the situation well..Very well...Acutally that's exactly what I thought you'd do. You're so cute! [rp] Akuma sat on the floor of her assigned quarters her legs crossed, eyes closed and hands resting loosely on her knees. "Ah eh ee oh aa..." She repeated for the 20th time since she had entered her quarters, the remaining of the alchohol sat untouched on her desk. Rash, I lost my head...I had every right though...Didn't I? "Ah eh ee oh aa..." She breathed deeply and released letting her whole body relax like Foss had told her to. Foss, damn, I never gave my actions much thought until he came into my life...Quite by surprise too! I didn't expect the Head MO to be my Commander too. "Ah eh ee oh aa..." She envisioned the confrontation just two hours before the ship started to fall apart. Foss had confronted her and told her a very blunt, vivid, and moving story. It brought her to tears and earned her no sympathy. But he was right. I need to start looking out for my people and take responsibility for my actions. I can just keep running... "Ah eh ee oh aa..." The communicator in her room started beeping but she made no move to answer it. She breathed in again and out...In and out... When I said I wasn't taking orders I ment it. "Ah eh ee oh aa..." The communicator in her room beeped again then fell silent. Then the intercom in her room came on. Blades. "Akuma I need to see you...Now." Akuma's eyes fluttered open. "I'm busy Karl. If you need to see me I'm in my quarters." She closed her eyes again ignoring everything else spoken. "Ah eh ee oh aa..." She breathed in and out again relaxing her body further into reverie so that she could clear her mind of all the hurt. I really need to get myself together...I love him yes, but what can I do? If he dosen't love me back isn't it a hopeless cause? "Ah eh ee oh aa..." She involuntairly clenched for fists then relaxed them again... What about the kiss? Didn't that mean anything? "Ah eh ee oh aa..." With a last relaxed breath she opened her eyes and stared at the opposite wall facing her. "What do I do?" She muttered outloud and looked down to see that she was again subconciouslly holding the insurgent one badge. "What now uncle?" [/rp] HAPPY B-DAY BEN! WE LOVE YOU! Mwah! (Huggles and kisses from me and my sistah!) Take care honey and don't eat too much cake! On second thought....Eat till you're stomach explodes and drink and be merry! I won't be around to steal you're drinks this time! Yea!

Want to know a really stupid question I get EVERY time I work at the theatre? Okay...there are two lines for Interac they have a HUGE and I mean HUGE Interac sign that say's INTERAC THIS LINE ONLY and little interac symbols decorating every space around this counter. Anyway I'm on the third till wich dosen't alke interac and every time someone will come up and say. "Can I do interac on this till?" Or I'll be working at the two that do have interac and they'll ask the same thing...or ask me... "Can I use money at this till as well?" Ignorant people! IGNORANT! Bah!

[rp] As she sat down she knew he was going to ask it...And she knew she was going to lose it...."You want to talk about Savage?" Akuma was midway to taking a drink of the Chivas Regal. She paused then slammed the damned thing back and brought the glass down with a contained rage...Enough to make patrons around them turn around for a brief moment to stare. "No I don't want to talk about him." She glared at him. "What did you think I was some irrisponsible child willing to run home and cry to mommy? Well I'm not going to and you know why? Because my family was killed by terrorists! The only people that have really helped me along in my life are the Insurgents!" She brought her voice down. "Is the insurgents." "You think it's easy to get tossed into a ship and told that you're in command? You think it's easy for me to comprehend what's going on Sir?" She poured herself another glass of the alchohol and drank deep. "Quite honestly right now I'm tempted to defect." She looked up and caught a look of alarm in his eyes. "No, don't....I'm not going to...yet." She stood up. "Is there somthing else you wanted me to talk about other than that worthless excuse for a man on the bridge because if you don't have anything more to say to me Sir..." She said the last word with malice. "I'm going to my quarters." She took a deep drink of the bottle this time wiping her mouth with a delicate hand and flipping her violet hair with indignity. "And if you'll permit me to speak freely sir..." She didn't stop to let him give her his permission knowing that she'd gone on a tangent already. "You can tell that fleet commander of yours that if he want's to see me he can talk to me in my quarters because orders or no...I should still be in the psych ward and I'm not coming out till I'm good and ready." She took the rest of the bottle of Chivas Regal and began to stride out. "And one more thing sir...If he has orders for me, tell him to do it in person. I'm not taking calls. I've just about had it up to here." She puts her hand to her forhead, takes another swig of the the alchohol and leaves the galley. [/rp] Ohh...You made me mad! This is fun! Tee hee!

Hey guys...I don't have a scanner either...I mooch off of my friends. Don't quit on us now you goofball.

Name: Amilee Hagon Age:19 Abilities: Pencil, Inker, Dosen't do storylines though. Future Goals: Comic Book Artist Favorite Style: Anime. Hell yeah boy! Send me an e-mail too [email protected] and give me something to work on and I'll get right on it chief! I've got books on how to draw anatomy, Anime(2) and lots of other stuff! I've been dying to use them! Hee hee! And I'm very good at Anime facial expressions. I'm sooo up for this! Scritches the goldfish under the chin (Do fish have chins?)

Heehee! Sound like a lot of fun going on here! [rp] "You can rest after you straighten yourself up and act like a Commander in the service," A voice startled her out of her grief and made her look around."They did not give you a commission at the Academy to see you break down the first time you see something you don't like. You might as well get used to it, since it's going to happen the rest of your career." Akuma gave a silent nod wincing a bit. God he sounds just like Foss. "It's happened to me more times than I care to count. When my Commander was killed in battle with the Insurgents, I almost lost it," he said quietly. "But I put that behind me, and did what had to be done. Not because it was what I wanted, but because it was neccessary. People die, and bad things happen in war, dear lady," Akuma searched his eyes and found pain within them. You're right...i know you are...I lost my family too but the Insurgents saved me...One insurgent in particular. "The point is that you are an example to the men. What example do you set when you sit and cry like that? The men see you as a weak, indecisive officer. And when you get into combat, that gets people killed. Your men will die because of your incompetence, Commander! Because you let everything get to you. If that happens, Commander, I will personally recommend to Fleet Commander Savage that you be relieved of duty, pending psychological evaluation." Akuma wanted to tell him that technically she SHOULD be in psychological evaluation right now. After everything that happened she needed to be there but Savage had dragged her off to this place. Damn him! The tightness of resentment squeezed at her heart. "Get yourself to the galley, and have a few drinks," he said, voice softening again. "Then pick up the pieces, and move on. There's nothing else you can do about it. I suppose that's one thing you learn with age. Too many things are beyond your control. The way you deal with things isn't. Get your act together. You owe it to yourself, and to your men." Akuma paused a moment listening to these words. She was tired and confused and her mind was already reeling with the things Foss had told her in the infermary...But he was right. She didn't have to take this and she didn't have to break down this way. First chance I get I'm talking to Rattler. He raised a finger to point her in the direction of the Galley but stopped and gave her a warm smile."Aw...bugger it. I could use a medicinal dose myself. Thank God that they haven't banned alcohol onboard ship. I'll join you. I think we've both earned a tot, in our own ways. You with yours, and me with holding that bucket together far longer than either of us expected. Me, or her. I'll drink to her, though. For a piece of junk, she was a fine ship. Let's get to the galley," He began to head for the galley and Akuma followed hesitantly at first but glancing back at Blades she stiffined glaring briefly in his direction and following Ben with defiant strides. Whatever this mission entails...I'll get it done and over with and the I'll talk with Rattler...Yes, that sounds reasonable right now. [/rp] Oh oh! Let's get this show on the road!

Akuma sorry...Akuma got confused.....Forgive Akuma? [rp] The tingling sensation lasted for only a moment...She had been afraid that her and the rest of the crew would have been killed but to her surprise she was on a strange ship with a strange commander and definetly someone who knew what was going on...She assumed this woman was commander Neena Polovoski. When Blades came in she let out a breath of relief. Thank god. she thought and gave him a loving smile. Blades on the other hand apparantly did not see it as his gaze was fixed on the commander. "Glad you could join us, Karl." Neena said with a smile Akuma found to be intoxicatingly sweet. "Glad to be joined." replied Savage. "Any chance you're boys could drop the firepower? I think you'll find we're all on friendly terms these days." Neena seemed confused well duh! She wasn't even involved in this whole escapade so why should she understand! Akuma tried to hide her growing dislike for the woman. The crewmen lowered their weapons at Neena's indication and Akuma took a moment to admire the cleanliness of the ship. Too clean if you ask me And then the unspeakable happened... Akuma, watched in dumbfounded horror as Blades kissed this very persistant woman with the passion of long term lovers. Her eyes glazed and she turned away quickly. "No Karl...No..." She muttered. Looking around and seeing that all of the possible escape routes were blocked she covered her face with her hands let out a heartfelt sigh and sobbed in silence till the pain wrenching heartbreak eased enough for her to turn back. "I don't feel well." She managed to say. "Could someone show me to a place I can r..Rest?" Her eyes specifically avoided Blades and Neena. If I look at them again I'll die...I know it. [/rp] Akuma Vewwwy sowwy again! Meef...Forgive the akuma! Pwese? Meow?

Actually with the neon sign thing? There were on every corner of ever street and even in parks and on roads. Hee hee...I guess you could say mutated moths were attracted to the neon signs...They're big black stands with HUGE neon letters on the black stand....Hee hee.

**blushes** Thanks you guys.

Wierdest general thought? Where the heck did all these neon signs come from! I thought we banned them from Calgary! AGH! (We did to...1998 we banned all neon signs from being posted in the city streets...They're BACK! AHHH!!!!)

Awwwn thank you guys so much. I'm so happy to be a part of the family here. **eats her cookie** What no milk? Thank you so much again....And I'll have a very happy birthday.

Awwn you guys are so cute. No one can beat the femme fatale! **smirks finishing her jumping jacks then serves everyone a round of drinks.** You guys make me feel so special..**blush** I'm so happy to have friends like you...Nineteen tommora! Yea! -The Femme Fatale extrodinare... ps: Snugs Tac you'll never get away from that name you know that right?

Agh! You guys! It's not till the 18th... **blushes** I'll get you for this Jaguar... Anyway heh got a treat for you guys...Picture closely resembling Akuma... Enjoy and no more wishing me happy b-day...**blush** mrr..I'm not popular...Foss you be quiet...**blushes again and hides** Kay...So.......**hides under a pillow** no more!!! Ahhh!!! [ 04-16-2001: Message edited by: Akuma Minako ]

Awwwn poor Bladsie! **snugs**

Foss has told me that from this point on please don't post anything about the Med Bay and he'll have a post up by this weekend. Yea!

It's done...Been done for a couple weeks now...But I can't message you 'cause theres some sort of error...Sorry babe. You were telling Foss about somesort of position you were concidering for me? Care to explain darlink?

Akuma joined the masses as they prepared to evacuate. She was uneasy most assuredly about the whole situation but mostly about leaving Blades behind on the bridge. Clutching the gun she had managed to salvage back in the med bay she brought up the rear as they reached engineering. I Don't like this at all she looked around nervously. Please be okay Karl...I don't want to lose anyone else.

Wow this is beautiful! Heh...And I'm beating out Blades by one vote! You love me! You really really love me!

Well you'll have to forgive Foss for kinda missing out on this but you know how school is. Bah. Anyway I'm awaiting part four with very much eagerness sir! Wuuhuu! Foss sweetiepie we can work on the side line discussion between you and me on the Orion RP Forum okay? ------------------ Commander Akuma Minako GCV - Tenchi, Orion Starstation (CENTRIS) Deterrence Battle Group www.orionfleet.com